I AM MOVING TO AUSTRALIA!

It's funny because the other day a friend emailed me to say "I have been waiting to see the blog post about all the Australia plans, where are they?"

Right, I should probably do that. And then I got to thinking, why haven't I done that...?

The truth is - it really hasn't felt real. It still doesn't. And I suppose I didn't want to say it out loud (and when I say that I mean "out load", to myself). Yes, I have told friends on Facebook, and yes I have told complete strangers in grocery lines. I have even emailed old friends and called family that I haven't spoke to in months to share the news.

But I always have shared the news with a "it may not happen though, because...", or "Its not 100% though" and that truly has stopped me from really accepting it.

Only today have I started to really believe this totally amazing, life changing experience, crazy opportunity MAY just actually happen! That Jon and I are going to get on a flight in a few weeks and leave to fly into the gold coast of Australia ...for at least 1 year!

Like  - OMG, right?!?!?!?!??!?!

We received the approval today of the sponsorship, which is the last step before I could apply for the Visa (and this was the step where it could have gone either way). This morning I applied for the Visa and my Australian Health Insurance. This weekend I will help Jon apply for his.

It is like a freaking dream come true for us...to live on a beach, with surf, in a warm climate, with my awesome husband, like hello....

And maybe that is another reason why I have been hesitant to write about it. Like that it was too good to be true and that something may stop it from happening. And I suppose inside I feared that if it didn't happen, that it was my "fault" of getting everyone so excited (and obviously especially Jon).

This is silly of course, but that it sort of how I have been feeling. 

But guess what? I am over that. If it does (not happen), then it does (not happen). And that is that. I am going to stop being too concerned about those thoughts.

The truth of the matter is: that life itself is a dream come true. We live these days and we are so lucky to do so. We forget this all the time (and I am saying "we" in the literal sense). What we have in this world and in our hearts, is totally and completely indescribable. These is our lives; every day is a gift.

And you can read the title of my blog for my opinion on this ;) 

So SURE, Australia is far out! And YES, being hooked up with a nice furnished apartment, room for family/friends to come visit, lots of patio space for BBQ'ing, life should be pretty dreamy and I know we will be happy.

But the truth of the matter is (and Jon said this from the beginning of this journey, almost 3 months now of thinking, waiting, anticipating, etc) our lives here, together on this wonderful island that we call home; are pretty damn good too. And we are often "happy" because we just are.

More details on the way...but I think I can really start to admit it...

I am moving to AUSTRALIA!

[PS I thought the new look in the travel templates for this blog was appropriate :)]