Togetherness apart.

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This post is about a togetherness, even when you are far apart. Yes, it is about Jon and I and how life is without him. I miss him. I do. I mean it is hard to complain too, because for him, it is the last thing he needs to hear. It's his job, his means to sustain himself, our selves and to complain to him does not do anything but make him feel badly. What is the point?

Secondly - to let it get to me is futile. It does not help, it hinders. What do you do when you feel lonely and sad? Nothing productive let me tell you :) So do you ignore it, do you pretend happiness?Yes, that technique does work to an extent, keep busy, have plans, make plans, fill your week with a mix of visiting and quiet evenings. Try your hardest to eat right - make meals even though it is just for one.

The reality of the situation is that in the big picture life is perfect and in the months that Jon is away I have to remember how independent I am. How much I love to spend time with myself and how to take advantage of the time alone, instead of feeling lonely.